A Book

I think a book is in order. As a matter of fact, I think a couple of books might be in order. I am still searching for the answer. The career that will give me some financial independence, feed my soul, keep me interested and challenged...no biggie...I think I need an expert to tell me how to do this because my muddling it up is getting old.

I am going to get a book. If I don't manage to figure out what it is I want to do I will get another book. I think I have a problem. I can't decide who or what I want to be. I want to get this figured out and I will continue to work on this until I accomplish it...

I do get distracted by life, Tuesday it was the orchestral performance and finding elance...that sucked up a couple or three days of my life. I am so sorry but I am not willing to write 1000 articles for $500! There are a few legitimate leads but geez there are a bunch of people with high ratings and tons of experience getting all the good work. Maybe I can find something decent, maybe not, we'll see.

I have to stay focused, full of intent in finding the meaningful career I just know I am destined to eventually find. I feel similar to my sister. She hasn't found her meaningful match but I think she is satisfied with her career (most of the time). I am so restless career-wise but completely at peace (most of the time) with my match.